Went out on Friday to Mid-Valley with Bayne and her friend Emil for some girl (and boy) talk. Their fave topic, you guessed it right, BOYS. Ha-ha! I have no problem with that and it’s not like that was the only thing they talked about. We discussed about other things as well, like global warming, Darfur…NAH!!
Bayne quit her lecturer stint in Lim Kok Wing and recently got offered a job in a learning center in Subang Jaya. It takes a lot of courage to quit your day job just like that. No turning back. But she did it and so did Emil and Hafez… Gosh! I wish have balls to do just that! I’m such a chicken-shit.
Come to think about it. Why the fuck should we stay in a job that suck up all of our energy and leave us all dry as a bone? Why should we wake up in the morning, put our best shirt on, walk like zombies towards the door and do the repetitive like robots for the rest of the day? It’s funny that I’m asking these questions because I honestly still couldn’t find the answer.
Maybe it all lies in the tiny piece of paper that we get at the end of each month; the tiny piece of paper that pays for my bad-habit. So I guess this is sacrifice. I sacrifice my soul for a 200 bucks T-shirts. I’m a zombie and I’m a robot all for the price of just a little bit of luxury. Call me shallow but it is what it is…
And I wonder what the fuck happened to happiness. I sacrifice my soul and put aside my passion. Of course I’m not happy dammit!
In leopard-print hoodie from Heritage, graphic tee, Topman skinny jeans, plastic glasses from Padini Concept Store, vintage rings, bag from Sg. Wang and dandy shoesI’m done… Hear me out~ I hate teaching. I’m not an educator and never will be…
Song playing inside my head: The Killers' Human