Not Like This...

The world know that I'm fat and how I hate being fat. I'm not ashamed to admit the fact that I might have this very, very mild eating-disorder.

Save your judgment people because I am trying my best and I'm working my ass off here. I need some drive and motivation. So I decided to Google "thin models".

I clicked on a few links before I found this.


It's disturbing...I don't know if there is any other words to describe it. See for yourself.

I want to be thin so bad. But not like this...

I promise...

Comments

Ashleigh said…
YIKES!! That is a real body?!? For a moment I thought it was a very gross mannequin... D=
Ridwanlau said…
Yummy! This is 'fash-un-able', yeah baby! Nice tummy... slim = 'cengkung', tp 'cacat' bg yg normal. Inilah ancaman penyakit jiwa. Cacing pun Xdpt nak membiak dlm perutnya.haha
Ca said…
Oh holy... being thin is not the same as being sick.

I hope you find the motivation and inspiration you need and don't give up! I am naturally slender myself but it's nothing I do about. I eat and enjoy, that's the important thing. Besides, being thin is always good, trust me!

Thank you for the lovely comment!
Ca said…
Crap, I meant being thin ISN'T always good. I've bad experiences about that in the past. So just e happy the way you are and keep the spirit up!

Cheers!
H&F said…
thx 4 the comments u guys=)

hana- not hot right?
ash- it's gross but these people need help=(
wan-hehehh
ca- OMG! its Ca of the cablog!! thx for dropping by. and thx for ur words of inspiration. ure the best=)
Amplified said…
ohh that is scary...
H&F said…
I hate 2 call these ppl sick... but, they are really...
Pink2Perfekt said…
It is not sick, it is an lifestyle.. This is not so much different from the people who want to build muscles. If this is what you think is a perfect body, you will strive to get it. It does not make her sick just because it is different from your "this-is-the-ultimate-perfect-body"... :)
bex said…
this is sick and to those who think this is the perfect body you are seriously deluded seriously!!
i'm glad that most girls no the difference but for those who dont i feel very sorry for you, because there is a difference between being thin and healthy and being underweight and extreamly sick.
good luck with every thing jsut remeber that exercise and healthy eating is the way to go =).
sorry about the rant lol x
Jo said…
I'd love to touch her waist, and give her a hug to see how it feels, I'm very curious =}. I don't like how she inflates her rib cage, tho.
HNF said…
after all these years i still cringe when i look at the photo..

thx for the comments peeps=)
Brizzee said…
I see this photo and I know a part of me knows this isn't right - But then a lard part of me is incredibly jealous. I wish I could be super skinny.
kylee said…
thats disgusting. really. if you want to be thin that bad, then you would eat healthy, and excersise normally. not starve your self to the point where you look like THAT. i really hope that all of you who think that THATS beautiful or want thier body to look like that get a phychiatrist or some other form of help.
Brizzee said…
Kylee you need a hug I think!!!!